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don't know whyi'm spitting these words out
unwillingly, destructively.

i force myself to do this 'cause i know that i can
yet i've grown to hate it, to fear it.

every blank page is scary
every paragraph is terrible, and im-perfect.
maybe they're just unloved.

the sun greeted me that day
and i intended to say hi with a smile, but
i looked around and all the snow was gone
"the snow will come back" they told me
but my words couldn't wait, i said.

i ran to my bedroom
and when i took the pen and paper
they were gone. they were gone
forever
i kept waiting, but the snow never came back.

there's no such thing as "sense" in "feelings"
there's no

just scaredi am lost
but i'm scared to be found
i'm scared there's nothing beautiful under my skin
as they thought
i'm scared my thoughts aren't as poethical
as i thought, but insane

i just want to feel the rain down my spine
but i don't want to be found

being lost in some way is better...

because i'm scared of myself

matter of practiceI'm afraid the words will never be enough, I'm afraid all of this will go unheard. The paths are closing and the eyes are getting blind, all of them, little by little. I am shutting down.

There's one thing I don't know, among all of the other things I ignore, this one is special, this is the one I'd die to know. I do wonder; why in the world we stop caring? Why we push ourselves apart and then cry yearning for someone to hold us. Why we became so… distant. I see a thousand faces everyday, that if you count the t.v. and my dreams, and they all have learned so well how to fake a smile, I've tried to remember If I've ever seen someone cryi

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